Youko-sama - ...

why did today have to suck so much?
I feel so left out in my own family.
why can't people understand that?
i live with my mom and my older sister, megan.
i started working more often this summer.
and all the time i hear about megan and mom doing things.
like how they go shopping, go out for dinner, go to the mandarin, go out for ice cream.
would it kill them to include me?
i'm a part of this family too.
:(
it's so dumb.
i just hate being ignored.
i hate being left out.
and my mom says it's because i'm always not home when they do things.
but when i am home, we don't do anything.
do you know how that feels?
fuck.
i am crying now.
and there's been like 3 thunderstorms today alone.
sometimes i just wish for a natural disaster just to see how many people would actually care.

i hate feeling like this.